Archive for May, 2005

last song syndrome…

it’s how I love the feeling of sex and desperation Kane_hodderthe_pleasure_to_remain_so_hea_2
lose the pace and churn the legs with panoramic lip gestation

that mutilation reeks of sex
i’ll take that hemorrhage to my temple

that’s why I love to smell the sex in every heartbeat, killer

my lips don’t work with vision but my hips can’t live without it

danger, danger!

just don’t buy into strangers selling blood that melts my heart

k-i-s-s- or k-i-l-l
you’re not quite immune like heartbreak (and that’s quite a catch)(and she’s not quite dead)

and creates that mechanism to save us from the stench of selling poisons door to door
with

blood that melts your heart

(please just be my Chloe) If you’ll be my Chloe, then I’ll be your Jacob Sewell

if you were a kitten then they would skin you softly
That’s how the ingrates keep the lovers second guessing the blood feud
- kane hodder http://www.hodderrock.com/

15.04.2005 3:58:13am

hindi ko lubos maunawaan
ang pangugulilang nadarama ko
sa tuwing magtatagpo
ang ating mga mata, labi at dila…
na sumasabay sa saliw ng ating mga daliri at hita
parang naaangkin ko na rin ang mundo
napahinto ko ito at tanging
ang mga hangos at malamyang harana
ng ating mga pangalan ang nananaig
ngunit ng dumating ang panahon ng pagniniig
hindi na buang ang isip, hindi na pikit ang mata
mulat na…
mulat sa katotohanan na ningas ma ay lumiliyab din.
- 2 parts texted to b geist

scattered gray matter…

"All truth passes through three stages:
- First, it is ridiculed;
- Second, it is violently opposed;
- Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.”
- Arthur Schopenhauer

buwan…

Winter1

Ilang huwebes na ang dumaan
Di pa rin nasasakyan
Na wala ka na

Iniwanan na ng panahon
Di pa rin makaahon
Swimming sa luha

Ginagawa kahit ano
Matapos lang gabing ito
Bakit ang bagal ng relo

Naninikip ang tiyan
Nakatingin sa buwan
Malayo pa wala ng magawa

Hawak ang ‘yong kamay
Wala kong kaakbay
Nasa’n ka na kaya

Parang kahapon lang
Tayo ay magkayakap
Sa ilalim ng buwan

Ilang beses kung aking tingnan
Maganda mong larawan
Bago humiga

Umaasa sa panaginip
Kahit na isang idlip
Na makita ka

Hindi pa rin mapakali
Di maamoy ang ‘yong pisngi
Kahit na konting sandali

Naninikip ang tiyan
Nakatingin sa buwan
Malayo pa wala ng magawa

Hawak ang ‘yong kamay
Wala kong kaakbay
Nasa’n ka na kaya

Parang kahapon lang
Tayo ay magkayakap
Sa ilalim ng buwan

Pag nagiisa
Iniisip kita
Babalik ka ba
Nasa’n ka kaya

Huwag maluluha
Huwag magalala
Dito lang ako
Hihintay sa’yo

Sa ilalim ng buwan
Ilalim ng buwan, aahhh

Naninikip ang tiyan
Nakatingin sa buwan
Malayo pa wala ng magawa

Hawak ang ‘yong kamay
Wala kong kaakbay
Nasa’n ka na kaya

Parang kahapon lang
Tayo ay magkayakap
Sa ilalim ng buwan

**Lyrics by : itchyworms**

let you go!

we got lots of complicationsDreams1_2
and i know we’re gonna lose
and i felt so much frustrations
and it makes me want to choose

maybe if we’re not together
we can make ourselves alright
i hope you find someone who’s better
and gonna love you all your life

it’s not like what it seems
and i don’t need to be mean
this doesn’t work you know
oh no baby
got to let you go

baby
i gotta do it by myself
i can’t depend on no one else
and oh you know i know
you got to face it
oh yeah

and maybe
we’re gonna make it through this hell
this seem so foolish but what the hell
hey oh i know you know
you got to face it
oh yeah

but we can’t say it’s forever
oh i know that you’re not right
you always say that we are better
and gonna love you all my life

maybe if we’re not together
we can make ourselves alright
i hope you find someone who’s better
and gonna love you all your life

it’s not like what it seems
and i don’t need to be mean
this doesn’t work you know
oh no baby
got to let you go

baby
i gotta do it by myself
i can’t depend on no one else
and oh you know i know
you got to face it
oh yeah

and maybe
we’re gonna make it through this hell
this seem so foolish but what the hell
hey oh i know you know
you got to face it
oh yeah

**LYRICS from: Coffee Break Island**

ratatat 01.2

i wish the tears that roll down Putang
burn my cheeks
to remind me of the things

i messed up
to remind me
how i burned you

i dont know why you keep hanging on
is it because im the be-atch you cant resist
by the things you feel pure yet betrays you

why do you let me decide on
matters that should have never even started?

hold it down boi
you cant vibe with this gurl
she learned the tricks of the trade
to conceal the things she hate
and though it seems tiresome
it drags on by choice

i hope i’ll learn to hate the thing that sickens you
i hope i’ll learn to love as honestly like you do

i don’t wanna be lonely for the rest of my life.
shit.


–9–

level on the outside….

You sit me down Fragil1
To explain
All the trials you’ve endured
Around and around
The refrain
Rings the same each time it’s heard
Entertain the notion
Entertain the notion
That the only thing I hear
Is the crack of a smile
In a face
That ain’t so sincere

When I’m measuring out your quality
It is only as deep as your modesty
As your insides fall to pieces
Shattered by the silent treatment
Things are only fragile ’til they break
Feigning your humility
It only serves to weaken the
Most common observations that you make
Drown me out in conversation
Surf a wave of provocation
Wash away my interest in your wake

I think you can
Reach a place
Where the impetus is pure
You’ll understand
A disgrace
Is the thing that makes us feel
Level on the inside
Level on this outside
I’m content to know it
Level on the inside (level on the outside)
Level on the outside
I don’t need to show it…

- LYRICS from Dovetail Joint -