cleaning out my hacked inbox
Elune Azalis <jenny_cartman21@yahoo.com> wrote:
From Elune Azalis Tue Apr 22 18:21:55 2003
Date: Tue, 22 Apr 2003 18:21:55 +0100 (BST)
From: Elune Azalis <jenny_cartman21@yahoo.com>
Subject: void
To: neo dread boi <daerdoen@yahoo.com>Since I cannot text you ‘coz I ran out of load, I just electronically mailed you my thoughts. Please don’t take it against me why I ran out of credits, you could’ve figured that out yesterday while we’re burning peso by the second. I wrote you since being the cowardly freakshow that I am, I can’t say this to your face. Please do not speak to me like I’m some mindless bitch who rolls up to get a scratch on the tummy, I deserve more than that. I only want to ask suitable information on this fucking contraption so I can enjoy my copied mp3’s from guess who?, thanks a lot by the way. I think I’m getting onionskinned and boy do I like peeling it back to find that it still hurts. I need someone to tell me I’m just overreacting with my feelings and I’m always getting emotional and stuff and that there is more to life than sitting on your own shit. I have to commend you on being that someone too. I wonder where you get the patience to clear up your throat, breath and shove your foot down my mouth. I should’ve warned you earlier that this is a pseudo-annoyance and angst ridden letter but who cares. At least now you can have a clearer picture of what angst mean. Sticking true to the pseudo side of things, I’m really grateful I that you still stick around while I sulk in existential nausea. I really miss you… I feel that even if we’re together, there’s still something missing… a space between our fingers that needs years to be filled for the rest of our lives. I’m getting sentimental again. I may have to cut this short for I may end up crying again and sulking on my sorry ass.
I have reason to believe in hope and deliverance but not for my soul but my heart. Thank you baby.
!!! kakikayan!!!
you have such a cute signature!!! sleep tight my sensible man -><daerdoen boi>
